Sunday, May 22, 2011
A journey with no landscape
I feel like my life is funneling up. I'm keeping the bare minimum while striving to meet my goals. In a sense I have put part of me on hold. No more dance classes, no trips to the movies, no going out with friends, no personal readings. I can't afford to spend time with people. The report and the internship are too important. Then I have the... "family obligations". I feel drained, stretched to the limit and it seems each week I have to let go of something else. And I know the final stretch is supposed to be like this but right now I'm on the verge of tears over the smallest thing. And I don't like to be that person.